Lessons on Love of Knowledge and Home
I was homeschooled until college. As some of my friends reached high school, their parents put them into the State establishment but not mine. My high-school years were everything I needed, and I even took the luxury of an extra year before leaving for college.
Many parents feel a pressure to place children in State schools when they approach high-school age. I think it has something to do with the accessibility of sports, programs, or even socialization. I can’t speak to this decision or to the pressures that drive it because I’m not a parent of high-school age children. I can say that I turned out fine.
Here are some of the homeschooling benefits that twelve years provided me with.
I am acquainted with many books.
I’ve read many more books than would be assigned in typical school courses. This is not because I had extra brains for understanding them. This is because I was instilled with the drive to seek them out.
Does a public-schooled child have the time to seek out as much extracurricular reading material as I did? Yes. However, in the environment of the State school, knowledge is a thing that is worked through to graduate or get a job. The system very subtly teaches the student that knowledge is a hurdle.
On the other hand, when the parents administer knowledge, a child easily grasps that its purpose is the same as the gifts, the spankings, the medicine, the allowance, and the responsibilities also administered by parents—that it is good for him.
When knowledge is dispensed by strangers, the student has not learned that knowledge is good for him, only that it is a requirement. Do not underestimate the depth in which this doctrine embeds itself in a child. When a student falls into the habit of looking to his syllabus to see what is required of him (instead of looking at the wide world to see what is available to him) he has ceased to be a learner. The home school is an environment where knowledge is to be loved as a parent is to be loved.
I am socially adaptable.
As a kid in any gathering of State-educated peers who hadn’t seen each other before (Boy Scouts, volunteer workers, new Bible study), I was always the first to extend my hand and break the awkward silence. It’s not because I was gregarious. I had as many butterflies as anyone else, and what I said was usually dumb—but it got people talking. It’s because I felt like no one else would. This thought made me deeply uncomfortable as a child, and I wondered silently whether the other kids knew something I didn’t.
As an adult, I am still struck by homeschooled kids’ ability to break the ice in new situations—even those who are quiet when in more familiar settings. But I’ve now come to the belief that this is normal: that it isn’t the ice-breaking that is taught to a child, but rather the ice—the fear of putting oneself forward, the desire for someone else to speak first—that is taught, subtly and relentlessly, by today’s school environment.
From the structure of State school, a child learns to associate first and foremost with his grade-level/classroom/clique. He learns that some people will hurt him. He learns that curriculum and procedure are handed down by principals and experts. Surely to his receptive mind, “regular” people like himself and his parents are not qualified to take the initiative. The result: put most kids in America today in a situation where they feel out of place, and you can see the walls go up. Rather than risk talking to anyone, they will text on their phones, stick close to the one person they know, and wait for someone else to take the lead. This comes from feelings of fear and inadequacy. I do not wait, because I do not feel inadequate, and I attribute this to a thriving relationship with my mother, my first and best teacher.
I am thorough.
Growing up I felt, as I’m sure many homeschooled children have, that other kids didn’t care as much about getting the job done. It wasn’t their fault—I had been carefully taught to value time. The home school is often a world where the student does not evaluate himself based on a grade. It is often consequently a world where “good enough” isn’t. However, a child growing up in State school learns about time too. He sits still for many hours, under the tutelage of an adult he does not know, who is speaking on a subject the child may not care about. If he does not happen upon an educator, who teaches him to love the hour he spends with her, the value of time in his mind has been depreciated.
I am filled with the love of knowledge and the blessings of home.
I paint in broad strokes because I have only experienced high school at home. Nevertheless, whether one learns at home for twelve years or transfers into State high school, the source of all these blessings is the Home.
Parents who send their students to State high school may well have forgotten about that sense of Home: the sense in which it is spelled with a capital H. Just as the imperfections of my own church do not nullify the authority of the institution of the Church, just as the imperfections of my own academy (college) experience do not nullify the blessings granted by the institution of the Academy, just as the imperfections in any marriage cannot be used as an example to undermine the sanctity of the institution of Marriage (though there are some who would argue), so too the imperfections of my own home could not nullify the blessings of living and growing within the institution of the Home.
A student in State high school may well experience these blessings at his particular home, and he may even be blessed with skillful State-employed teachers who care about him. I have seen one young man excel in academics and even rise to student governmental office solely based on his aptitude for extemporaneous speech: an ability he had formerly picked up in Classical Conversations. State school is not a place that destroys academic ambition. However, it is not a place which is able to teach it either, for only the Home, an institution governed by parents, not strangers, can do this.
For me, it was during the high-school years that I most needed to be filled with love, the love of learning and the social confidence, which come from the Home. I had a staunch enough faith to survive in State high school, and I don’t doubt that yours do—rather I fear for a child spending eight hours a day divorced from the academic vigor and leadership which state school was never meant to provide.
This whole essay can be summed up with Poor Richard’s proverb (though he was speaking of a different form of poverty): “’Tis hard for an empty sack to stand upright.”
Further Reading: “The Benefits of Homeschooling: A Graduate’s Perspective“
